(left, not Jennifer)
Jennifer's father raped and beat her. After his death, she discovered
he belonged to a Masonic Order.
"I was a sex sacrifice. My father became empowered and rich via his abuse of me and he gifted me to the Order to empower other Luciferians among them."
"I discovered that sexually abusing a child usually opens a spiritual portal to allow in high-level demons and the most powerful are child sexual abuse demons and the highest among those are incest demons called, 'Nephilim Spirit demons.' Demon-possessed people get superhuman abilities."
I Believe Fiona, because I have been there. I found her book to be incredibly healing for me. A Shout Out to Fiona --Thank you so very much for writing your book and sharing your unspeakable but true story!
I too am a victim of horrible child sexual and physical abuse, but not at the hands of international traffickers --at the hands of my own family members, who are very wealthy educated "upstanding" members of the church and community from a Midwest town under 500,000 population.
I was beaten, tortured, electrocuted, knocked out, hospitalized and raped numerous times...but no one really understood or could believe or help me as a child. At 14 my older brother got caught with drugs and had to go to a program. Our family was interviewed. From what I said, the director recommended to my parents that I needed to go to therapy. But the therapist was a joke-she often slept through sessions and skimmed the surface.
At that time I was too traumatized to talk about it. One time my therapist called the ambulance when I was knocked out with a double concussion at age 17, and years later I discovered a social worker had come to our home asking questions, but never spoke to me. I did not even know about her visit until years later when I was in the process of unraveling everything --wondering how come no one cared. My therapist knew enough but did nothing. Years later, when I confronted her, she said at that time, her training did not equip her to deal with my level of abuse --so she did nothing.
I was so childlike--I had no idea of my rights and no one around me knew how to help me. Once a high school girlfriend's father saw my black eye and wanted to know who did this to me. I choked up. He said, "I can help you".
But I could not tell him my father did this to me. On my healing journey from denial to acceptance when I first began to talk about it, I was so dissociated that no one believed me because people have a lot of assumptions of how a victim of horrific abuse is supposed to act. I was initially emotionless --so no one believed me.
People doubted me "how come you are not angry?" I was numb. I went through a very intellectual stage processing it --so no one believed me because I seemed too clinical. I went through a new age "spiritual" phase so no one believed me. I went to dozens and dozens of therapists but they could not relate or help.
My story made some therapists extremely sick that they refused to continue to see me. My abuse affected me intellectually such that I had a difficult time learning how to read. I am dyslexic probably from trauma-- and I have a very difficult time writing, so please forgive my writing errors. Decades later, I'm still trying to figure it all out.
Both of my parents came from large families, so I have lots of aunts, uncles, and cousins, who were older because my father was one of the youngest. I reached out to them with my story and was disowned. Then finally, my father's oldest sister confessed to me similar things had happened to her--so there was a pattern, as I too was the oldest daughter. She was a fragile dissociated woman who died not too long after she confessed to me. Then I realized I had two other cousins --oldest daughters, who had committed suicide -- it was all buried under the rug.
Another reason people did not believe me, is because as an adult I became a prima ballerina and model. I have performed all over the world to adoring audiences. Dance saved my life, as a child every time I felt suicidal I would dance, which became a constant activity. I was recognized as a child prodigy of dance at age 10 and began serious training, by 15 I was professionally performing. As a model, I have won competitive cover model contracts and I have modeled for international art photographers, painters, and sculptures. I move with poise and grace and my beauty somehow hides my pain or makes it unbelievable to people.
Here's the dark side, I thought it was my beauty and position as a dancing star in my late teens and twenties that attracted the billionaires of the world, some whom I have dated. I have been to private parties at the Bohemian Grove. I have met and had experiences with so many of these people, too many to mention-- including Donald Trump, Jeffrey Epstein, and Henry Kissinger.
"They" seduced and manipulated me into their world from a different point of view from Fiona... But I heard and saw things...not child abuse directly but many times "their slip was showing." I didn't understand it until later when I could put the pieces together.
As my connection to God grew; I healed and became more grounded. I did not want to be part of "Their" world anymore. However, as I attempted to move away, I constantly ran into some billionaire from the pack that became obsessed with me and demanded to have sex with me, when I said no, they became furious and plotted revenge on me. I didn't understand. It's not like I am the most beautiful woman in the world, there are younger and more beautiful women than me...
Then on my healing journey, in 2013, I met Christian exorcists who cast out demons in the Name of Jesus Christ. I studied demonology and exorcism extensively and discovered that sexually abusing a child usually opens a spiritual portal to allow in high-level demons and the most powerful are child sexual abuse demons and the highest among those are incest demons called, "Nephilim Spirit demons." Demon possessed people get superhuman abilities. Regarding Scientology, I discovered they are adept at conspiring with one's demons to the detriment of their client's true spiritual healing.
Luciferians attempt to access the power of Nephilim Spirit demons by either having sex with a close family member to draw in the demon or having sex with a victim of child sexual abuse/ incest to become possessed via "sexually transmitted demons."
Then in 2017, at my father's funeral, a strange man made a short eulogy; we all discovered my father had secretly belonged to a Masonic Order. Then I understood, I was a sex sacrifice. My father became empowered and rich via his abuse of me and he gifted me to the Order to empower other Luciferians among them. I wonder if I am tracked and am on some sort of list. They did not want me dead, they need to use me because I am, or was a vessel to them. Also, my father came from an old-world Bavarian aristocratic family, with a two-headed creature on their crest, symbolizing their ancient connection to the dark forces.
Therefore, it wasn't my beauty per se, that "They" were attracted to, it was their Luciferian desire to have sex with me to get possessed by the powerful Nephilim demons, but through the greater power of God's son Christ, I was delivered and healed. Nevertheless, Luciferian agents are very sore losers and They continually harass me.